She's coming back soon. Does this matter to me? Well it must if I'm sitting awake on Sunday night writing about it.
I don't know why I'm tripping off this shit. I haven't talked to her in months and months. I can barely fucking stand her. And by 'barely' I mean I can't unless my BAC is over .12.
And who knows what her deal is now. I'm sure she has other shit going on. Do I want her to have other shit going on? Or do I want her? Or do I want someone to want me, even if I fucking despise them?
Fucking fucking FUCK.